6-11-12
O God my Protection!
Thank you for being with me through the spiritual battle that took place in my mind last night. After typing out the events of the dream and the night, I see that you claim victory over all that tormented me. Please stay with me where ever I go and may you be the one to lead me. Though a father can’t keep his daughter from falling, he will always be there to pick her up and help her along the way — your child
amen
Then I feel. Darkness has overtaken. What should be filled with light. I’m sorry for letting it slide. I hope for a brighter future. I hope to not only feel the love of others, but give them the same as well. Everything I once knew is gone. I pray you show me the light even though I have left it. Thank you for all you give.
I live in a fallen world, and my only hope is you
11/15/12
Dear God,
I’ve been struggling the past semester with my hatred for humanity, and sin. I live in a fallen world, and my only hope is you. I’ve been attacked this last month with depression. I’ve lost all will to live and carry on. It’d be so much easier to die and be with you.
I realize death is not the answer. You died so I can live. It’s so hard to remember your gift, and be thankful for it. But I am thankful. I’m so thankful for my family, for my friends, and for my animals. You’ve blessed me, and I never deserved it.
Thank you amen.
Response: I don’t know you, yet I find myself in love with your testimony and I respect your strength! I am praying for you! <3
Ecclesiastes 7:3
“Sorrow is better than laughter; for by the sadness of the face the heart is made good.”
You are a child of God, more people love you thank you know!
Be so loud in my mind I cannot ignore You!
Jesus,
Thank you so much for being constant when I am so changing. I praise You on being the Rock I can depend on. Take satan away from me and all his taunting and guilt that brings with him. Jesus – I believe him so often. Be so loud in my mind I cannot ignore You! I love you so much Father, so much.
~ your little child ~
May victory be the song of praise on our lips
May spiritual warfare end in the name of Jesus!
Thank you Father
May victory be the song of praise on our lips.
Thank you Father.
May our lives be filled with joy and authentic pursuit of Jesus Christ our Lord.
Thank you Father.
May I not forget that you are my hope
3/11/19
LORD,
You are my refuge and my strength. May I not forget your love for me and your sacrifice for me as satan tries to gain a foothold in my mind. May I not forget that you are my hope and you have a plan. I can’t imagine how or what will come if things change but I trust. This pain will go away and something beautiful will rise by your command. Thank you Lord, please help me to battle these thoughts and these demons in my life. I am so grateful for the blessings you have given me. I love you, God.
Amen.
Ride faith victoriously, Abba
4/1/19
Dear Father,
You are a warrior, and the Lord is your name.
Ride faith victoriously, Abba.
The enemy’s guerilla warfare is plaguing my heart
My family my brotherhood
My flesh my brothers
My mind your children
Deliver us from the evil one, Abba.
Forgive me for my defection.
Bind up my infirmities.
Restore to me the joy of Your salvation.
Grant me a willing spirit to sustain me.
Take away my heart of stone and give me a heart of pleasing flesh.
Thank you, Abba.
Wrap your blanket of protection around me
11-11
I’m crying to you in a way I never have before. I don’t know how the enemy is attacking me but I feel him. Wrap your blanket of protection around me. Soothe me. Stroke me. Comfort me. Love me in a way I have yet to be loved. I hear you LORD and I’ve been obedient to you. Why am I feeling like I am being punished for following your ways and doing your will. I obey. Where are you taking me with this? I don’t feel like I’m doing good in your name. Clothe me in your confidence that even though it feels wrong it is right. You told me so. Give me more wisdom. Continue to use me. Don’t let this discourage me.
May I feel the Holy Spirit flood my mind and heart
8/26/15
Lord,
I come to you with troubled mind and heart. For years the devil has been filling my mind with lies. “I’m too fat”, “I’m ugly.”, “I don’t look as good as she does.” For years, I have looked in the mirror and been disgusted with the woman staring back at me. Today, I confess that my self-worth is just terrible, harsh, and a lie. Father, you created me this way for a reason; in this shape and size. Help me to realize that my worth is far greater than I know. I lay this struggle at the cross tonight. May I feel the Holy Spirit flood my mind and heart and erase the negative thoughts. I AM BEAUTIFUL. I AM WORTHY. I AM WONDERFUL. Thank you Father for loving me and all of my imperfections. May I grow to love myself through you.
PSALM 139:14-17
The darkness cannot withstand the Light
Take heart.
Fight.
The Darkness cannot withstand the Light.
